ephemeral insanity
6.26.2005
I just finished watching the Shibuya Seven Days concert of my favorite Jrock band L'Arc~en~Ciel, and it looked soooo fun!! Tet-chan looked so cute, and so did Hyde, and Ken looks very happy, and Yukki....yukki. XD I want that harmonica that Hyde used and threw to the crowd, that whistle he blew on, and Tet-chan's bananas! XP I want their picks, and Yukki's drumstick that Ken threw....oh how i wish i was there when Hyde screamed 'fuck' so many times it was so funny, saying that he was aroused and all...man, it was soooo funny...hearing him say it with his japanese accent, making it sound like 'fack' and all! dammit, so funny, so funny! XD i'll watch it again and again! and the looks on their faces when Hyde started screaming -- aaaaaah i want to be there!!! XD hyde ken tet-chan and yukki! XD
I can declare that Laruku is my most favorite band EVER. and during the performance of Anata -- the crowd was soooo cute! They were waving their glo-sticks in the air with choreography that they looked so cute if you looked a them from above...aaaaah i want to be that super famous international j-pop sensation right NOW.
Anyway, that's all...I'm just so happy-fied by the Shibuya Seven Days...i really wish i was Megumi. stupid megumi!!!!!
or at least make me Gackt's one and only love, ne? XD
Current Music: Butterfly's Sleep -- L'Arc~en~Ciel
6.25.2005
I'm currently taking a break from my construction of some coat-of-arms thing for the class (isang buong cartolina-ish...)...i started it around....3 in the afternoon, or something, and it's already 8 in the evening and i'm not finished...probably because i keep on taking breaks...but so far the only thing that's left's the coloring of the pic...so yeah. XD then i have to paste more mini-coats of arms...
well, how did my week of school go? i don't know, pretty okay...trigo's doing well for me, so is physics and the other subjects. i'm expecting them to bombard my head right away...XD i also got hold of the Ateneo form for college, and in my personal opinion, i think the roster sucks. XP anyway, i still have to get hold of UST and DLSU forms...
oh, last monday was our PE day, and i didn't bring my uniform because usually, first PE periods are used for orientation and stuff. So, me, along with seven others, were forced to clean the chalk marks our classmates who were in proper uniform made, due to a suggestion shouted by some person.
What else...what else....last Friday was our first official SEG session, and i was in MATH INTEREST GROUP. yes, i am a member of a seg of a subject that i absolutely HATE. hahahaha...but the teachers are cool. miss alcabedas, sir nervaez and sir ben where there. XP sir ben looks nice, as always. :D that lucky third-year got to hold his hand during the mass...argh, third year..
Anyway, nothing much has happened. I'm expecting the revolution to come out stealthily...Lui is coming...so i think the revolution will start as soon as Lui comes. :D Kakumei Kakumei! XD
Oh, and I think that AWAKE, Laruku's newest album, has been released. WOW --so far, 10 albums! :D laruku's old...hyde, ken and yukkie are 37...while tet-chan's 36...I found Tet-chan completely cute during the Shibuya 7 days, and his pictures at Laruku.com...i said this to vina and she said that i shouldn't leave Gakucchan. XD
Of course i won't leave Gakucchan! that weirdo gay-ish uber sexy husband of mine! (oh i wish...)
Current Music: Sakura DROPS -- Utada Hikaru
6.18.2005
It has been...hmm -- i already had a week of classes, and i say fourth year's not so bad...
Yet.
We have a cool list of teachers (yeah, romero and paragas rocks! who knew old ladies can teach so coolly?!) and the subjects are quite interesting... we have viloria, again, but this time for trigonometry (we had him last, last year for algebra II). zaraspe for economics (this was interesting -- who knew he can make people listen to him...? I mean, when he talks you end up listening..and eco's very interesting)...
So far, i've been impressed with myself (yes, go me! XD) because i'm doing all my work on its proper time, not lagging behind and all...a great start. I only wish this would continue on for the rest of the year. and i haven't been drawing in classes, except when teachers aren't around! (*cries*) i feel soooo proud!
And I turned down an invitation from Aki to join the Theresian mag this year. Why? My goal is to be an outstanding student this year (yeah boi!) so, since i know this is going to be a whole lot of work for me, i decided not to join the mag. I'm going to concentrate on my studies...studies! XP
Also, my elective is really CWJ...not visual arts. CWJ. not that i hate it, it's pretty nice...although i WOULD have preferred visual arts. BUT, since god wanted me to be placed in CWJ, i guess i better accept it. Besides, writing a letter to the principal saying 'dude, i want to be in visual', and making a whole lot of mess for other people just for me to join visual is pretty...selfish.
Besides, Visual Arts can't have all the artists in the batch now, can they?! *laughs* (let's go, nikki! XD)
Anyway, so here i am, on this saturday, making my comics of Mayumi's side story. :D I feel so...happy about it! :D And hopefully finishing HakuKuchi.
Just yesterday night i watched the Music Fair 21 episode in which Gackt (the love of my life, the god of sexiness, hyde's supposed-to-be lover) performed both Black Stone and Metamorphoze, with Shimatani Hitomi (she looks pretty! and she sat beside gakucchan!) performing Mermaid. Mermaid is a pretty nice song, i like the melody, although her outfit during her performance sucked very, very much. Except for the stiletto boots.
Gackt, meanwhile, looked very, very cool (& sexy). He wore those things he wore during the Beat Motion performance, with those knee-high boots with leather pants, sparkle-edged flowing trench coat and that sort-of mesh/see-through lace-up top (yes, I'm very descriptive). He apparently liked making scary faces as he sang, with his eyes getting large and staring at you as if you're his prey. Anyway, of course, his voice was drop dead gorgeous, and he kept twirling on the stage as he played his guitar, along with You, i think. And during Metamorphoze he seemed to look like he was going to use his mic stand to hit you on your head.
During the interview bits, Gackt seemed to be the object of attention, and the only man in their roster of guests. Well, he can look like a girl so easily, so it wouldn't be a problem. He wore this all-white ensemble with his trademark jewelry and very dark glasses, with his hair slightly curled and drawn back from his face. ANYWHOO, the girls (hitomi shimatani, some singer, and another singer) were the other guests, and it was amusing to notice that Gackt was the only one who had his legs crossed (in the girly manner) among the guests. And the rest were girls, mind you.
Maybe he was protecting his Magnum (ga*ku*to).
AND THUS ends my entry.
Oh, wait a minute -- i got a few songs (namely TRUST and MY DEAR from Laruku's new album AWAKE)... but neither are as pretty as JYOJYOUSHI.
The love poem rocks.
Current Music: Ash -- Gackt
6.07.2005
yes. summer, is, three hours from now, officially over. the date would change to june 8, 2005. the return of the schoolyear. the school strikes back. the schoolyear menace.
oh well, i hate this. tomorrow is the first day of classes for the last year of my highschool, and, due to a mistake that my mother would not admit, thus making me cry because i will go tomorrow with no damn patch.
anyway, putting my hatred and anger aside...i...actually i don't have anything to say besides that. i'm still very, very pissed off about the patches, and my mother just wouldn't admit that it was her fault that she lost my patches and that i will go to school tomorrow, with no patch, probably holding my paper bag close to me so that no one will notice. this is damn idiotic.
i'll probably rush to the stationary first thing in the morning, get a needle and long string of thread and stitch it on as fast as i can.
damn this is fucking stupid.
Current Music: Heaven's Drive -- L'Arc~en~Ciel
6.03.2005
NOO!
Okay, today is the last weekend that i'll have before school starts, which is awfully unfair. And i am sick today, because of this stupid throat. It feels like as if there's something stuck there (and it is painful, i tell you). I can't eat right and i can't speak right because it HURTS, and on top of all that, i can't sleep properly! i keep waking up because of it! And i even have a fever, dammit.
dammit i hate this day.
Even though school is just a few days away (june 8, to be exact), my books and things aren't ready yet. I'm still lacking three books, and my labels won't print -- because of this, i can't wrap up my books...argh.
Anyway, yesterday, Vina asked me if this was Hyde.
I told her i really think that it IS hyde, but i started to doubt it because she said that the girl with him was Kuriyama Chiaki (you know, Gogo Yubari from Kill Bill). I started wondering why the hell would Chiaki be with Hyde, and then i remembered the movie i never saw (like moon child, dammit): Kagen no Tsuki: Last Quarter. I looked it all up and read the storyline, discovering that Chiaki and Hyde, in the movie, were lovers.
DAMN YOU CHIAKI! she's damn lucky -- to be able to kiss Hyde! Hyde, dammit! even though he's absolutely tiny, he's still got that uber sexy voice of his, and with looks to match (even though his accent is really, really bad). she is soooo lucky...
So, after discovering what Kagen was all about, i decided to see it. XP I'm suddenly seeing myself as a fan of Chiaki/Hyde...noo...~! it must be GAKUHAI forever...
GAKUHAI! *melts into a puddle*
such a wonderful image. *heart heart* that's a manip, by the way. oh how i wish that is real.
Current Music: Love Chronicle -- Myco/Full Moon wo Sagashite

