RETREAT!Okay, our retreat just ended a few hours ago, and it was fine. We were the first section to undergo the one-night retreat, and...yay! :D this week was sort of a blessing -- from monday to friday our classes were interrupted by something...so...WHOOO!!! XD And the retreat was fun. although the kakumei seemed to have died down during the process, ever so discreetly. that night i had the urge to scream, although my conscience for the people innocent and sleeping pulled me down to the ground. :D Anyway, anyway...it was a nice retreat. the venue was damn inspiring (it looked like Italy, dammit! XD), the food was great, and so were the rooms, even though our group was slightly boring when we were going to sleep. Me and Alex (alex c.) though stayed a few hours up talking about stuff, bonding and all, with the occassional 'ooh si oscar!' and the taunts michelle was trying to tease me with ('nanba daw oh, nanba!'). Hahahaha...of course, si Tarantadong Feeler was mentioned, and so was my husband.
Anyway...ayun nga, masaya xang retreat. :D i was very happy and i was able to bond with my classmates again. :D mejo kinabahan nga lang on some parts...pero, ok lang. it was sort of hard to see my classmates cry over and over again, thus making me cry too...but it's a pleasure that this time they didn't kill our parents. You know, like make us imagine what would we feel if we suddenly found out our parents were already dead. They did it like...twice, or something.
The retreat letters my friends gave me cheered me up a whole lot. :D i LOVE YOU iv6!!! and ung sa dad ko...natawa ako because he wrote in japanese like thrice. :D very surprising. Katuwa nga nung nalaman nmen na ung kuya ni munik sinulatan xa...naisip ko tuloy my brother's a real asswipe kasi hindi nya tlga ako sinulatan...stupid little effing idiot.
Ano pa...basta, katuwa ung retreat. sana nga umakyat kme to dorm #2 (hahahah parang hana-kimi! so fun!!) kasi parang ang saya-saya nila dun...wla lang...so huffy...XD sobrang na-touch ako dun sa retreat letter ni Takarai-san...actually, sa lahat ng letter...made me feel so...LOVED XD
Ayun...un na lang....muna...dapat magsulat! :D
Current Music: Noesis -- Gackt
i feel inspired. :DI just finished watching
Please Teach Me English, a Korean comedy/romance movie that's really really funny...hahaha...wla lang, as in ang cute nya. Just like
100 Days with Mr. Arrogant -- pero parang mas nagustuhan ko ung
100 days...wla lang...ang cute cute tlga ng korean movies..
Anyway, yesterday we didn't have classes because of the whole Quezon City Day thing. :D So we went out to greenhills, me, topin, jez, ham and marielle, along with karlitah, leidi and queenie. Ayun, tuwa...we were in fully booked and guest what: HANAKIMI was there! tangina! NOOO! i don't want my FANDOM to be spoiled by stupid little brats! argh. they're going to go gaga over the beautiful gayness of umeda-sensei! get away, brats! get AWAY. CAUSES STAIN. STAY AWAY!
Also...i read the succeeding chapters of ShinshiDoumei, and i don't know...it's like, I'm all touched and all. Aww, Shizun was so sweet...pero bwiset, he just HAD to be that stupid little shadow behind the
real Shizumasa. Aynako ewan ko na lang...btw, gwapo ni Maora when he's drawn as a boy -- as IN. may picture sila kung san pinagtabi xa, si Shizun and si Maguri all looking very delectable. :D wla lang...heeheehee...buhay nga pala ni Haine is so, so sad.
what else what else...er...umm...wla maxado. hahahaha...gwapo ni gackt, as always.
Ooh, i also downloaded Mai Kuraki's album,
Wish You the Best. it's nice, very poppy...currently i'm getting
SHANTY by Shimatani Hitomi. ...yes, I'm very pop-ish right now. :D I've taken a break from Gackt and Hyde and Laruku. ...
Current Music: Like a Star in the Night -- Mai Kuraki
Todokanai Ai to Shitteita No Ni Osaekirezu ni Aishitsuzuketa...I Knew It Was a Love That Would Never Get Through to You, But I Kept Loving Regardless, Unable to Control Myself...Words: Gackt C.
Music: Gackt C.
todokanai ai to shitteiru no ni osaekirezu ni aishitsuzuketa mou ichido kono ude de dakishimetai kimi wo zutto hanasanai karaI know it's a love that will never get through to you,
but I kept on loving reagrdless, unable to control myself
I want to hold you in these arms once more
I'll never let you go
amai yume no you na kimi to sugoshita hibi wo ushinau koto nante nai to omotteita keredo... 'kimi no hitomi ni utsutteiru no wa boku janainda ne' utsumuku kimi ni nani mo ienakuteI thought I could never lose
the days I spent with you, like a sweet dream
...but "that's not me in your eyes now"
I can't say anything to you, with your head down
todokanai ai to shitteiru no ni osaekirezu ni aishitsuzuketa mou ichido kono ude de dakishimetai kimi wo zutto hanasanai karaI know it's a love that will never get through to you,
but I kept on loving regardless, unable to control myself
I want to hold you in these arms once more
I'll never let you go
sukoshi terenagara yasashiku boku ni fureta komorebi ni yureru kimi wa hito natsu no kageroukimi ga nokoshita nukumori ga ima mo mune wo shimetsukeru mou modorenai to sou iikikasete... todokanai ai to shitteiru no ni osaekirezu ni aishitsuzuketa mou ichido kono basho de deaeru nara nido to kimi wo hanasanai karawith a tinge of embarassment you touched me gently
wavering in the light through the leaves,
you were a hazy vision in the heat of one summer
the warmth you left me with, still now, chokes me up
I convince myself that there's no going back...
I know it's a love that will never get through to you,but I kept on loving regardless, unable to contain myself
if we could meet here once more,
I'd never let go of you again
sono hohoemi wo keshite wasurenai koe ga kareru made kimi no na wo sakebitsuzuketa...I'll never forget that smile
I kept screaming your name until my voice gave out
todokanai ai to shitteiru no ni osaekirezu ni aishitsuzuketa mou ichido kono ude de dakishimetai kimi wo zutto hanasanai karaI know it's a love that will never get through to you,
but I kept on loving regardless, unable to contain myself
if we could meet here once more,
I'd never let go of you againkimi wo zutto hanasanai karaI'd never let go of you again
I knew there was something special in this song the first time i heard it. It's like i couldn't stop listening to it or something. and now that i know what the lyrics meant...i understand why. Current Music: Todokanai Ai to Shitteita No Ni Osaekirezu Ni Aishitsuzuketa -- Gackt
maa ne! XDokie...my dad was hospitalized last wednesday and is still there as of now because of a heart surgery that he had undergone. I visited him yesterday and was supposed to do so today, but my mom told me that it's up to me if i visited or not. yes, i didn't visit today, but tomorrow i plan on doing so. and yes, i'm guilty. but i do want to relax...:D
today was our PALIHAN -- i was put into the woodcraft group, and our section made a diorama of...er...GK! :D yeah.
most of our exam results have been given to us, and i'm quite...er...satisfied? well, not really. for all exams (which results have already been given) i seem to only do 73-75% well. O.O argh...i was irritated with my trigo test -- i expected higher, but argh. i got the function problems wrong!
anyway...our retreat's coming up (this august 25-26)...going to stay somewhere in antipolo. i'm a bit excited, but unfortunately i can't give you details on how i really feel. O.o :D
I already heard my husband's newest single, Todokanai Ai to Shitte Itanoni Osaekirezuni Aishitsuzuketa (i take it that it means that 'i can't help but love you and i know that; i realize that i'll still continue loving you' or something like that. I just know 'todokanai', 'ai', 'to' 'shitte', 'kirezuni' 'aishitsuzuketa'.) It's such a COOL song, such a SAD song. I heard it was used as a theme song to some Japanese vampire-thing drama. XD the video is also so cool, morbid and stuff -- sad love story. Noesis, meanwhile, is a strange song to me, although i know i'll grow to love it someday. XD Of course, Gakucchan looks absolutely scrumptious in the video, although his hair is quite...gay-er. XD Good thing Gakucchan doesn't go for Hysus (hyde looking like jesus) looks. XD
I just realized earlier that in September (sometime during September) the time spent in writing HakuKuchi will be a year. O.O XD
What else, what else...ooh, er...umm...dammit can't think of anything. Oh, there's this Japanese visiting student that has stayed for a week, but unfortunately she's staying in IV1. wah. i was going to ask the famous question i've asked those japanese visitors: 'ne, gakuto shitteiru desu ka?' but she was...er, oh well, i don't know -- i seemed to have lost interest. hahaha. but apparently Teters already asked her, and i don't care. so what? c'mon, it's IMPOSSIBLE for someone in Japan to even not hear of the name GACKT. he's inevitable, dammit.
the LINK pv's taking a long time to finish. dammit.
Current Music: Arittake no Ai de -- Gackt
yeah! first quarter officially over! XDi haven't blogged in nearly a month! XD just goes to show you how the hell busy I am...yessiree bob, I've been busy as hell for the past weeks! projects, exams, UPCAT ooh yeah! hahahahaha...and now, the first quarter is officially over. even though i know i'll fail my pinoi and physics exams, i'm still happy. :D
OK OK -- first things first: I have finished HBP a day later i got it. I absolutely BAWLED at the ending, even more when Sirius died in OoTP. I HATE the canon pairings (Harry/Ginny? Ron/Hermione?! C'mon, they've killed my SHIP! O.O NOOOO!), and the only pairing i've liked is the Remus/Tonks one! Remus was so, so sweet (grabe, as in). That line --- '
And I've told you a million times -- I'm too old, too poor...too dangerous...' MY GOD REMUS MAHAL KITA! XD of course i like sirius better, but c'mon...what kind of girl wouldn't be struck by that line?! grabe...
And my husband (Gackt) has a new album coming out, Diabolos. O.O yeah, weird, huh. Siyempre asawa ko yan eh! XD His new single was already released, that Todokanai thing, so yeah, but i haven't heard it.
Also, I have watched MOON CHILD! My god Gackt made me cry in that movie! Aside from the fact that he married that stupid Yi-Che and had a daughter with her (how dare you Gackt! what about me?!?! *jk*), he had the most depressing life out of all. Yeah, Kei/Hyde also had a depressing life. But the way that they died...together...
the sun...a perfect orange glow...*coughs* Alright then, what have i missed? Oh, we had Japanese visitors some days ago and i got to speak to several of them, in JAPANESE! and they understood me! OMG! XD XD XD anyway, my main goal was to ask them, 'Sumimasen, demo Gakuto shitteiru desu ka?' and they were all like, 'Wah! Shittemasu!' so i was like, 'Sou ka?! Waaah! Atashi wa fan desu!' and i was happy. I finally spoke to a japanese person in JAPANESE! i felt like i accomplished something.
What else, what else...? I got my Prismacolor markers (second set) a few days ago from the US (ooh yeah!) now I'm contemplating on having a new set every year, each year with different colors...but that will cost me SO much...waaah
And I'm nearing (yes i know i've been saying this so much) the end of Hakushi Kuchizuke. I'm currently writing the part where Yousuke screams his lungs out at the stupidity of Kazuya not seeing that Tatsuko loves him. My golly wow...nung sinabi ni Vina ung idea nya about Kazu, protecting Ta-ko from the media...i felt so happy. Parang naging crush ko din si Kazuya! HAHAHAHAHAHA gentleman...gwapo na, sexy pa, mayaman na! o di ba! :D ganda pa ng boses! *knows he's truly fictional*
Ano pa...? There's been a turning point in the Kakumei today. :D and...uh...kinukulit ako ni vina mag-drawing ng romeo/juliet death-thing scene nina ta-ko and kazu...pero gusto ko magdrowing ng portrait ni Mayumi...hahahaha...un....ano pa..
TARANTADONG FEELER! :D *wla lang!*
I feel like I've forgotten something. Hmm...UPCAT? nah. I haven't watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory? nah...
Ah basta. :D
Current Music: YOU -- Ayumi Hamasaki
