ephemeral insanity

Just a few hours more.

Hehehe...it's already 10:28 in the evening in my watch (er...computer clock, to be precise). Just a few hours more and we'll be out of here. Unfortunately before our departure my brother got scolded in front of me (well, not actually, but they were arguing behind me) and it's so painful to hear. Yeah, brothers are a pain and all, but you have to admit you at least feel pity if they're being scolded at.

Today was my last day at the review center. (whoo...?) It was pretty okay...the class pictures were released that day (had to pay 120 for four...) -- the pictures were really weird. My friends and I even have the suspicion of the photographer not being a professional -- the pictures really looked weird, and it looked like we were squished in there, and my reaction for the candid pic was late, so the picture didn't catch it. so the person beside me (we made some sort of deal that we'd do this \^.^/ with the "\" and the "/" serving as hands) was the only one who was doing it. aaah..

when i got home i immediately turned on my computer and made a doll. too bad the site kept logging me off so when i was going to build my doll and send it to my e-mail, i'd suddenly need the authorization to do so. damn it. i wasted so much time on that doll!!!

Finally, thanks to Taylor Mercury-san, i was able to complete my Love Letter album! :D It's a really nice album -- so soft and mellow and slow, with the accompaniment of Gackt's uber sexy voice. :D Gakkun was really random at his Arittake no Ai de PV -- at the end he pulled a table cloth with the tableware still intact and on the table. Ah~ the greatness of gakkun. He was also singing in someone's ear, and he suddenly stopped a murderous ex-boyfriend from killing the bride and her groom by saying "Dame, dame" and flipping pages. Oh well. The randomness of Gackt is still a mystery waiting to be solved.

I also downloaded the songs used in Full House. :D always makes me inspired :D

well, i have to go. i still have to pack up my things before we leave (hours more!) and i'll have to say a goodbye to this computer of mine. :D a fortnight's worth of the internet, downloads, posts in the forums, Full House, other TV shows, Pop Jam, listening to jrock, and writing HakuKuchi...I'll miss you, ta-ko...kazu...

have to pack -- really.

Current Music : Shinjitsu to Gensou o -- L'Arc~en~Ciel

posted by aya-chan @ 14.4.05 0 Comments

Mou...!

At first -- a few years back, when the dawn of teh Koreans were raging upon us, I never thought that i would be one of its victims. I never did. I was more of a fan of the Japanese -- Gackt, Laruku, manga and anime -- but i didn't really think i'd like the Korean entertainment.

But now, it seems that i have proved myself wrong.

Yes, i admit -- even though I am not affected strongly, I am still a victim of the Korean Wave. ..what? You think I say it like it's a bad thing? Well, actually, it's not a bad thing. i think it's a good thing. These Korean things make me inspired all the time -- after watching a whole lot of Korean movies (like Windstruck, My Sassy Girl, Crazy First Love etc..), and even some television series (hey, they're really good!). I got myself addicted to the newest one being shown here in my country, which i didn't actually imagine happening to me. Oh well, it did, and I'm glad. I feel so happy everytime i watch it -- my mom and i (she's become one too) marathon-ed our way through a 4-hour (i think) CD of the last sessions of the television series Full House.

Yes, you probably think I'm very corny and all, but i like it. The ending is so, so nice! I felt so happy when i was watching it, and i won't spoil it in case others are still waiting for it to end -- all i can say is Full House is definitely worth the wait!

Meanwhile, while it is 2:04 in the morning, I am drowning myself in Gackt ballads. I read some report on the yearly ( i think) Dears trip Gackt and his 'family' goes to (of course, with fans included), and i have to say i am envious of that person whoever reports -- she gets so close to Gackt, able to talk to You, Chacha, Ju-ken, Ryu and Gackt in fluent Japanese and not be so nervous about it...aaaaaaaah yakimochi~!

Anyway, after watching FH i really got inspired, and now that i'm drowning myself in Gackt Ballads, i am definitely in the mood to write a scene where they fight and then there are senti moments, and a very sad scene...aaaah...perfect! :D Oh, i also have PockY!!! lucky~! perfect writing mood!!! aza aza fighting!! (jk!)!

Uwaaa....Gackt's voice is so...it really DOES make your heart melt. uwa, i hope he stars in a romantikku series...he'd be SO good at it -- wait, i take that back -- he'll get famous.

more than he already is. :D

Current Music: Etude -- Gackt (Love Letter)

posted by aya-chan @ 10.4.05 0 Comments

uwaaaaa...

it's been a long time since i updated, ne? I busied myself with making this little blog a little bit prettier (so pink...:D). It looks pretty good -- i'm happy with it even if i don't like pink that much. but the pink used here isn't the shade that i hate, so i like it...:D and the picture's from SDC, i think. If it's not Haine then maybe it's Full Moon. credits go to Cherish-san. :D

schoolyear ended a few weeks ago -- officially, my third year of high school ended last 04/05. i got my card(actually, my dad did, since i'm stuck in a review center for c ollege exams) and everything was fine...really, everything was -- unless you count in stupid, stupid geometry. Damn you, geometry. i hate you forever!

as i said -- i'm stuck in a review center. well, not really stuck -- i enrolled myself in order to prepare for college exams, since i want to pass up, la salle and ateneo -- i don't want to end up in ust, since teachers say most of the people from my school go there. even though you'd find that fact sort of calming, since you don't have to stumble your way through campus knowing no one and with other people snobbing you, it's sort of sad as well. It's like you never left school...><

luckily i was able to catch up with my friends in the review center; our class was certainly a mix of different schools: ateneo, la salle, stc, poveda, miriam, holy spirit -- you name it, we probably have it. key word is probably. at first it thought the girls from poveda were quite annoying -- they spoke in english, with the non-filipino accent (not that that's a bad thing, but usually they're annoying to hear), and one kept speaking without the teacher asking her to. but after a few days i thought they were pretty nice. so now, i'm not annoyed with anyone else, except for a few people/primates.

and i'm secretly praying that we were the only ones who were taught conic sections... (sir ben!!)

my grandparents left last thursday, thus leaving our house painfully quiet and empty. they usually fight a lot about petty stuff, and you can hear them fighting throughout the house...but now they're gone it's pretty quiet...

i got my computer back a few days ago -- after finally struggling with my mom's (that was infected with a trojan), i finally get to have my own back! :D I started downloading right away -- my two jrock mp3 cd's were with my friend, and i think i won't be able to get it back until the summer ends -- and of course, i can't wait for that. for a few weeks i was stuck (not that i don't like it) listening to Gackt. I like him very much, but lacking variety makes it a little bit dull. All of my Gackt, Laruku, Dir en Grey, GLAY and other mp3s were there, therefore making me miss a whole lot of songs. Maa -- i want them back, honestly, and i've been thinking of wandering over to my friend's place to get them. Oh well -- as Vina said, i was too kind, giving Chi both (i thought she was returning the first one when i was going to give her the second one...)...but if that made Chi happy then that's okay. :D

I started to download a whole lot of Gackt clips too. ...actually, my clip library only consists of Gackt ones. ^^; When i first watched the one where he was with the Morning Musume girls in the elevator, it was tattooed on my head -- after tests (review center) i drew a comic strip of it on top of the test paper.... I also saw the one where he shattered that bottle with one finger, and the one where he danced that Para Para dance, and the one where he hula-hooped -- hooboy am i obsessed...

last post i told you people that i had ribon and hana, right? well, ribon was alright -- furoku was a bag -- SDC was there, (first manga on the issue!) but i hated what happened. Ushioooooo...

Oh yeah, we had a class party last March...14, i think. it was pretty nice -- 3/4 of the class, probably, came, and we all swam with nary a care. It was really nice -- i had the feeling that our class was so bonded...a few days prior to that our teachers were making such big deals out of past experiences and all, like the huge class fight we had on our sophomore year. But honestly, they're making mountains out of molehills -- everything was already put away by our class -- we don't mind those things anymore -- but they do, and they have to make it a point to 'FIX' our problem...oh well, at least they care. :D

I started to download Ga-kun's new album a few days ago, but i only have Love Letter as of now.... I was successful in downloading Killing Me by Laruku, although i have yet to search for the PV...and Arittake no Ai De's PV. when i saw the pics of Gackt singing in someone's ear, i was like...O.O I also started to listen to Kagrra -- and so far, i like their music. :D i have this weird thing that i only like their music, but i don't really research on their members and all -- i did that to Dir en Grey, and now to Kagrra...the only band that i like in which i liked the music and researced on members was Laruku...(i didn't do that to Malice?! O.O)..... I had plans of starting to dl some Plastic Tree songs, but iMesh wouldn't show up any...

I like this layout so much -- i'll probably go and learn html once i get back . :D oh, and i got addicted to making Dolls -- pixel dolls. I've been making ones out of my HakuKuchi characters, and i really like Pinkland's bases -- they're the only ones i like, despite the number of bases I've seen. :D I'll post pics of them sometime later...maybe in the post after this. :D

Current Music: Garnet Moon -- Shimatani Hitomi

posted by aya-chan @ 9.4.05 0 Comments