8.28.2004

i'm still alive!

yeah, i know, i suck...i haven't updated my blog in like, two months...but school (junior year, junior yeaaaaar) has been taking up most of my time. that, or sleeping.


been amusing myself with lots of mary sues. the army of the dreaded perfect people who never ceases to attract people and irritate sane fans. whoo. I've been reading the pottersues and hprpsues accounts at livejournal. they rule. these people deserve utmost praise for their hard work since they even find the time to make these things. i'm a junior and i can't even write a fic.

i haven't updated my stories at the Pit of Voles for probably half a year now. You know why? SCHOOL. that, or i am just too lazy. see the laziness? it's oozing.

sure i haven't been writing and all, but i've produced art. (yeah, riiiiiiiiiight.) if you can call them art, that is. and i got myself interested in another manga series, Kamichama Karin by Koge Donbo. I luuuuuuuuuuuurv Kazune and Kirika. And Karin's cute....man, even Himeka's cute, but i don't like Kirio that much. yeah, i know, not much can relate, but hey, let me rant -- it's my bloooooog...

i found out that i was a choreographer for our class for the dance competition just a while back. whoo. what fun. add that to being the costume designer too. hope they have mercy on me......

and yes, our quarterly exams just finished. and i will die. enough on that.

Now, i really, really, really want to make a fanfic. yes, now. about harry potter. Weird, ain't it. well, after reading so many Sues, with additional Stus, you'd be inspired to show the world that there can be original characters that can NOT be a mary sue. And that is what is happening to me right now. See the inspiration? yes, it's oozing too. but the laziness got ahead of it.

Aww, poor inspiration.

geez i'm corny.

Anyway, school still sucks (why, did it ever rule?!), me having to read three -- no,FOUR -- books at the same time (with one that's unbelievably deep that it's already believably not understandable by humans). and stupid reflections that you have to make for Religion class. and projects, and applications to the Robotics team...life is hard.

For some weird reason i want to make a journal of Aurora's thoughts. She's my oc, by the way, from the HP fandom (I took the test and she is NOT a mary-sue!). Only problem is that she's going to fall in love with Sirius but get friendly with Remus (not in that way, perv)...which makes up huge ms points....but maybe if i can make my writing better...

laziness is once again oozing. poor, poor inspiration.

as you can see i am trying to be cynical.

and i failed.

Anywhoo, nothing much has been happening with my life, unless you count the nightmare i call 'GEOMETRY TEACHER' that keeps floating around every weekday. and the weird irritation i have with a person i just can't stand (alright, maybe i can, but it's hard). and for some weird reason, i wish that THE HARRY POTTER MOVIES NEVER EXISTED. whoo.

random thing: I am a Harry/Hermione, Lily/James, Sirius/OC (as long as she's not a mary sue), Remus/OC (goes along for Sirius) shipper.

current mood: sleepy/amused
want to do: read more mary sues, drink hot cocoa, make fanfic, sleep, read more KK, go to the dentist for toothache
does not want to do: do homework, go to school on monday, lose in the decorating contest
current music: electric fan. beat that, britney spears.