11.23.2004

School's killing me.

Darnit, my school's bombarding us with soooo many assignments, projects and term papers that i'm really considering that they can kill me. Dammit, i don't know if i can still live!!!!

Anywhoo, now i am totally addicted to j-rock. (arigatou gozaimasu, chi-san!!) I've been listening L'arc and Glay for half of the day (since the other half's spent in school), and i must say I really admire them. There's just something more attractive and alluring in J-rock compared to normal, american, noisy rock music.
Maybe that's because hyde just sings sooooo heavenly.

I started this thing called Hi5, which is like something like Friendster, I suppose..........well, it's been alright, but there, i got the courage to ask my crush to be my 'friend'. ooooooh well...hmm, is it too dangerous if i put that here? i already did...what if he read..well, that's not my problem now, is it?

I want Christmas to come.

You know what, the school just wants us to suffer! they're making us stay up until DECEMBER 21!!! it's not fair! Don't you feel the Christmas spirit?! DON'T YOU?!?!?!?!?!

and i want to draw. I want to draw the poster for the 'Fusion' Concert of my original manga/fic, which still has no title. I need suggestions.......it's a j-rock sorta fic, although it's original. ^^ hehehehe.............................(god help me)

Oh well.
I hope my brain doesn't die on me tomorrow.
Stupid chemistry.

11.19.2004

Yes, I'm still alive!!!

It seems that i update every quarter, no? hmm...

Anywhoo, the book fair in my school just ended, with me buying nothing but magazines. Yep, you heard right -- i bought magazines from the book fair. and those magazines were the girly ones.

I soooo can't believe that i just bought girly mags. I bought one just because my favorite local actor/host/commercial model was featured in it, but i thought it was one of those special interviews.
Turns out he became those columnists who answer your problems and all...you know, love/guy problems.
I laughed.

I volunteered to be the one directing/responsible for our English play. To be honest i was quite disappointed since it seemed like my classmates didn't want to be a member of a play that i was directing, since we were supposed to be halved -- one for the gallery walk and one for the play. But it turned out that most of the people in my class preferred the gallery walk and i was...sort of...
insulted.
It's like they don't like it that i was there. Well, it's probable that they don't like it because it's a PLAY. they would rather stand still for a span of time and keep themselves frozen as people stare at them and they get cramps.

Alright, i am NOT angry at my classmates for not choosing the play over the walk. I don't have the right to be mad. It's also possible that they would rather be frozen rather than walk around the stage and act and say lines in front of the whole batch. Either way, both are pretty hard to do...soooooo....

I can't believe i cried twice for the past two weeks. I am such a DORK. DOOOORK!!! and all because of my grades...Camae said that i was just pressured and all, since i have to add, like three points to every grade for me to be an outstanding student, i was really trying hard to do it all and whatnot..............btw, i'm a crybaby and not a dork. oh well, can't change that now, can we?

And my dad put a...sort of ban from sweets. He said i should only eat sweets, like, thrice a week! I can't do that! I've lived with sweets for soooo long! It's haaaaard to leeeeet it gooooo...

Haaaaaay, L'arc-en-Ciel...Hmm, i thank my friend Vina's RuroKen cd that had the track 'Niji' in it. I started to like Laruku because of it, and weeeeelll.......i'm glad i found out about it. Although I would liket to know more about GLAY........and that silver-dressed dude from Rainbow Guardians on NHK, 5:00pm Manila time...
(shameless plug.) ><>had to ban me now, don't they?!!...-.-

Well, what's been happening for the past days..? Oh, we got last place in this dance competition thing in school, but the irony is that we didn't cry -- we cried last year when we got third place. and i got to see my crush that day, and he was a total jerk/dork/whatever-lame-name, well, i dunno, i just want to quit liking him but i can't, so i dunnnnooooo about that....well, that happened months ago, so let's shut up about that...
(^: run-on sentence!!)

I've been craving Auntie Anne's pretzels lately.......................><; oh well... and I have NOT YET watched The Incredibles! I want to watch it!!!!!!!!!! ><