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I got my grades today, four subjects sunk (three by one point, one by two). I also lost my wallet today, right in front of our house. (which has 60 dollars and a 2 thou pesos i think). It has my national card, my vip card at powerstation, my BANDFEST TICKETS (costing 350 all), my pictures, my card at timezone, my discount cards from gloria jeans and san francisco coffee, my extra id pic...everything was there. oh god, i lost soo much money i locked myself inside our car and cried. And i lost all of this because i was too goddamn stubborn.
damn it, i hate myself.
i even prayed to god that it was alright for him to bring my wallet back and kill me instead. he didn't agree to that one, so i take it back, and i just hope the person who got my wallet brings it back.
or is at least very thankful that he got it.
Damn it, it's the THIRD time.
i really hate myself now.
I got a truckload of sermons from my mom...my dad is currently away, in bacolod or something. If he knew i'd get another thousand sermons...it's my fault....lord have mercy on me...
My mom grounded me from the computer originally -- i told her if it was alright for me to be banned from the tv instead. she hadn't replied, though...and i am still at a loss for losing so much money. damn it.
Oh, and i cried in front of my teachers that day -- i was really scared that i wasn't in the potential os list again....so i was, but i was so nervous that i cried. aiya...see, this is the worst day............
Aiya...my eyes hurt from all that crying...i think i've cried for two hours straight or something...
I'll go now. :D
Current Music: Kimi no Tameni Dekiru Koto -- Gackt
posted by aya-chan @ 20.1.05
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