After a stressful set of weeks, I, finally, have a rest day. I absolutely thank you, Lord.
The playfest was over -- it was last Thursday, January 13. We were the opening, and thank god too, since after we performed the crowd just went *SNOOOOOOOOOOORE*. When the final section was performing (there were six) three fourths of the batch left, so it was only our class, section 5, and a few exceptions. it was sort of ironic, since last intrams, section 5 was rooting for section 4, our sort of rival-ishiness, but who stuck with them to the end? We did.
I know that sounds arrogant but c'mon, we're just too kind. (<---now that's arrogant.)
I was sort of relieved last Thursday -- after all that i've gone through (of course not only me, the entire group), after all the losses we've suffered through, we managed to get nice comments. People from all around said that our play was nice, good and whatnot; when i heard all of those i felt so happy. Like i've/we've finally managed to get recognized for all my/our work. I just felt so happy.
Anywhoo, we have two other plays coming up; this time it was kin vs. kin. Our section's been halved. In Filipino (subject) the play's Anak ng Lupa, which my classmates chose me to direct. At first i wanted to decline; i thought I was being too er...mapapel, kasi ako ulit director. I thought I should let someone else shine. But then they insisted, i couldn't refuse, so i took up the job. This time my friend Monique's the one assisting me. Recently I asked her if we could exchange places -- she'd be the director and i'd be the assitant.
I asked her that since we have another play (earlier i said we had two). This time, it's a puppet/shadow play, and we're to adapt/make our own story. I asked the group (it's the same one in the Pinoi play) what story they wanted to adapt. I thought making a new story was just too much. So we named so many cartoons; Tim Burton's The Nightmare Before Christmas (my fave), Anastasia, Arthur, Hey Arnold and so on..., even James and the Giant Peach. Personally I wanted The Nightmare Before Christmas, but then i thought I was like pressuring everybody that we should do Nightmare Before Christmas. What if they really didn't want Nightmare Before Christmas, but just voted on it since I liked it? Aiya, i feel so bad. My friends (i hope) earnestly liked Nightmare; and so do the others who voted on it. Or else i would never feel right. I've been pushing Nightmare even at the CAE play..i feel soooooo bad.
Oh, I also feel so proud of myself today. ^_______________^. I cooked all my meals! By myself! (with additional help from our maid for cooking utensils and turning on the stove) I cooked my breakfast (choco chip pancakes), and cooked my lunch and dinner (tuna spaghetti (actually it's the spiraly-pasta thing))! Now i feel like I can live by myself; but i know i can't (yet), since I know i'm still dependent on people. I can't even commute. Aiya. My mom doesn't like me commuting...even though my dad and brother are pushing for the idea. i'm afraid i don't agree with that, since i'm really scared and I don't know what the hell to do.
lately I've been listening to Gackt. ^_________^ I just read the lyrics of December Love (Juunigatsu no Love Song) and he was soooooooooooo sweet. I think I've told you guys that already..............
Random Line:
Save your smile for me Even although you cried for me remember me and love me always Love, and smile for me Hold on to all that we had Remember me, and love me again...
I feel for you, Gackt. *fangirlish squeal*
I want to post some parts of my story (Hakushi Kuchizuke) here...er...I'll think about it. :D
Oh, I watched My Sassy Girl today, but I never got to see the ending. dammit. The cd was sort of broken or something.
Current Music: Anata -- L'arc~en~Ciel
posted by aya-chan @ 15.1.05
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