1.08.2005

...the world just wants me to die, doesn't it?!

Goddammit, what the fuck did i do to deserve this shit, huh? I haven't done anything so bad that it would make the world hate me, did I? If i did at least tell me so i can try to work on it! Don't pour misfortune on me! I don't to live with this kind of stinking crap -- no one does!

I've been surfing the net just a few minutes (DSL connection) and suddenly, it all goes haywire. I mean, DSL connection!!!!!!! Why the fuck would i be having stupid problems like server can't be found?! sure that can be true, but COME ON!!!! I mean, I've been going to these sites for so long!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is already my only piece of salvation and you still want to ruin it! What the fuck did i do to deserve this, anyway?!

Goddammit all.

And my brother of mine's probably stuffing up my computer with crap like viruses! Stupid little idiot! You have your own computer so go stick with it and destroy it for all i care! Don't do it to mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fuck you all, all of you people who hate me for no reason, who hate me without knowing who i really am. Stupid little people who prefer prejudice rather than the truth. I hope every little thing that you have done will come back to you once you grow up and make you start thinking how much of a bitch you are.

Thank you, dear friend, for taking time to read this. I also want to thank this very special friend of mine who had been there when i broke down yesterday.

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