Yesterday was a day that helped me calm down. I've talked to a friend and she was kind enough to hear me out, and when i heaved everything off my back i felt so much better. Gackt's songs also helped calm me down...i sang it loudly when i was alone at the house, and singing his songs made me feel better.
Also, when i finally read what December Love (Juunigatsu no Love Song)'s lyrics were it made me feel warm and fuzzy inside. Gackt can be so sweet.
So sweet that i made the line 'Save your smile for me' until 'love me always' my ym status. I felt so drawn to him after that. Even though I like Hyde better.
We're going out today, actually....even though i don't want to, and i have a Russian revolution assignment waiting to be done. I've done it partly, and so was that CAE thing...if we get home early i can do it and sleep for the next day. Somehow i feel that this weekend's much too short.
Tomorrow's the day we're going back to classes (wednesday to friday was spent in...intrams and palihan) and i hope i can gain more relief through that. And these are the days (mostly after intrams days) that i don't want to see anyone from the other sections, except the sections that have been on our side.
Gackt's voice is ringing in my ears...so kakkoi...now i'm hearing Kimi no Tameni Dekiru Koto. such a lovely song. Earlier I was hearing Kimi ga Matteiru Kara...then Hyde and L'arc came with Pieces. ah~, my favorite songs....:D Arigatou Chi-san for introducing me to j-rock. :D
last line for today:
Itsudatte kimi dake wa kawaranai de soba ni ite boku no ude de dakishimeta toki kara kono yokan ni kizuite kara.
posted by aya-chan @ 9.1.05
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