9.27.2005

argh.

this is what i hate whenever i watch AC again and again and again. Even though it's the best movie EVER, the problem is that whenever i get to the ending it always occurs to me that there's going to be nothing continuing it. Lagi na lang na un na ung tapos -- that's that, and nothing more. It depresses me to think that nothing's going to continue the FFVII legacy/lineage whatever. Sure, there's Dirge of Cerberus, there's Before Crisis, there's Last Order -- but one that concentrates on Cloud and Tifa...nothing...I even though that Last Order was made up of so many episodes -- when i downloaded it, there were so many video files in it. but as it turns out, the files were just the same. I even hate myself for not remembering much of the storyline -- not that it's really my fault, i only watched it, not played it, and FFVII was seven years ago.... But still...I want more...and it depresses me to think there's going to be nothing next.

I've accepted the fact that the feelings Cloud has for Aerith are just platonic. The grief and guilt just took hold of him for the past two years. cloud loves tifa. tifa loves cloud. god, i want more...

even though hell week is steadily approaching, I'm still not doing anything. i feel so tired and pressured i just want to go sleep for the rest of the week.

Current Music: Promised Land 2005 -- P'unk~en~Ciel

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